Words are the Atoms in a Quantum System

“For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away.” – 1 Corinthians 13:9-10

Words do weird things. By itself, a single word can mean many different things. Only through unity in a phrase, sentence, paragraph, or essay do words become more meaningful and magical.

Quantum systems do weird things too. Atoms and subatomic particles behave in ways that surprise our intuition. Physicists and hobbyists work hard to add to our partial knowledge about the fundamental nature of reality, but we still have not “figured it all out,” and maybe we never will in this life.

Just because two things behave strangely does not mean they are the same. Still, both words and atoms act in ways that draw our attention to a deeper connection, and that connection should shape how we think and act in the world.

We already have plenty of empirical interpretations for quantum systems. Yet it still bugs me that we can usually only say where an atom probably is and how fast it is probably moving. These systems become clear and coherent only when we look backward, but are impossible to predict with certainty when we look forward. Even more mysteriously, entangled particles seem to “share” information in ways that look like they bypass our normal sense of physical limits: measure one in a certain state, and its partner instantly shows a corresponding state even across great distances.

In other words, a particle could do many things, but we do not know which until it is “locked in.” And the systems seem to follow rules that sit beyond our current understanding of the universe. Like the turkey that assumes the sun will rise every day right up until the axe falls, we tend to oversimplify and overlook the chaos and complexity happening within and around us.

Our moral sense also seems to emerge from these lower layers: from deep within our being, through biology, which itself comes from chemistry and physics. Thus, it is wise to act in the world in a way that is consistent with the deepest truths of the world. So how should the chaotic, probabilistic nature of reality affect our mindset?

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Remind yourself: you are not alone. Someone is watching and measuring your steps. That Someone loves you and wants the best for you. He gives you the opportunity to orient yourself in the world by acting and believing, moving from “probably” to “definitely.” What if God were the ever‑present authority who judges with justice and responds with both discipline and mercy based on your actions and your heart? That would help explain why good things often come to those who act with compassion, determination, and love, and why those who live out of nihilism, pain, and hatred cannot finally escape the weight of inner guilt.

Faith in God is faith in the Father who walks with us and works through us, whether we understand it or not.


The atom is not aware of how it interacts with other atoms in a system, nor how it exists as an abstract, buzzing probability cloud until it is suddenly “locked into place.” In a similar way, we only dimly see how our choices and relationships form a larger pattern until they are woven into a story.

Words also act like little atoms by themselves. They could mean many things at any given time, and they have connections among each other. Just look at that phrase: “Each other.”

“Other” often comes after “each,” but only when “each” is spoken first. The ideas carried by “each” or “other” could point in many directions by themselves. But when they are joined into “each other,” something new and beautiful appears: a greater meaning together that emerged beyond the individual meanings.

God’s Word as holy Scripture is itself a complex system of these little “atoms” or words that could have meant many things, but that were brought together and “locked into place” by the only One who can produce life through words. “For the Lord is a God of knowledge, and by him actions are weighed.” 1 Samuel 2-3. The Bible wrenches possibilities down into truth, turning probabilities into promises. It forms a deep consistency out of complexity, which is something we can only partially grasp, but should fully trust.

“For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart. And no creature is hidden from his sight, but all are naked and exposed to the eyes of him to whom we must give account.” – Hebrews 4:12-13

Praying intentionally as a way to gain patience, oneness, and optimism

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In April 2018, I began to pray. I had never really tried that hard to pray before. I had learned to pray before meals and pray before bed. Both of which are important. But the words I was reciting felt empty and meaningless. Inspired by Pastor David Platt and my renewed interest in spirituality, I began praying more intentionally. I tried a different approach.

I started to speak from my heart with meaning. I did not ask for things I want, rather I asked for guidance. And before asking for anything, I submitted myself to gratitude. I said, “Thank you, God. I am so grateful for the blessings you’ve given me. I don’t deserve any of this, and yet you’ve chosen me.” When I pray, I hear an echo in reply. I don’t know from where the echo responds. But the voice guides me when I submit my weakness and ask for help. It gives me answers and hard truths.

God is many things to many people. I changed from asking for things I don’t have, to thankfulness for what I already have. This is because I realized who I was talking to: God. Jordan Peterson put it best in his conversation with Sam Harris. I understand the gravity and magnificence of God in these terms:

God is how we imaginatively and collectively represent the existence of an action of consciousness across time; as the most real aspects of existence manifest themselves across the longest of time-frames but are not necessarily apprehensible as objects in the here and now…

So God is that which eternally dies and is reborn in the pursuit of higher being and truth. That’s a fundamental element of the hero mythology.

God is the highest value in the hierarchy of values; that’s another way of looking at it.

God is what calls and what responds in the eternal call to adventure.

God is the voice of conscience.

God is the source of judgment, mercy, and guilt.

God is the future to which we make sacrifices and something akin to the transcendental repository of reputation.

Here’s a cool one if you’re an evolutionary biologist. God is that which selects among men in the eternal hierarchy of men.

-Jordan Peterson, https://youtu.be/jey_CzIOfYE

Since I’m still early on in my spiritual journey, I am interested in my own relationship with God through prayer. I’m not interested in telling everyone else what to do. In my personal experience, my prayer resulted in newfound patience, self-integration, and optimism.

I became more patient because I stopped asking for things that I wasn’t getting. Instead, I asked for guidance and strength in the face of difficulty. And even then, I knew that the world could crash down on my family and me in an instant. Through it all, I would get what I need, not what I want. This meant that I learned patience. Usually, I demanded results and progress. But I soon discovered that I often don’t know what’s best for me. And I receive what’s best slowly.

I became more self-integrated. As I spoke from my heart, I said whatever came naturally. That is genuinely what we care about – not what we want ourselves to care about. I began to notice the things that bubble up to my thoughts, but I don’t flesh out. Maybe because I’m embarrassed about them. Instead, I give them to God through prayer. And when I put them into words, God accepts them and replies with an answer. In this way, I accept myself as speaking these words, because God accepts me. I could say what I think is the worst thing, but if God responds and accepts me regardless, then I can own this part of me without ignoring or suppressing it. In this way, I can integrate the not-so-good parts of me and control them, instead of suppressing them and risking that they overcome me.

Lastly, I have a newfound optimism. So far, I’ve shared the deepest thoughts of my heart to God, and he still calls me forward. In this way, I know that there’s nothing that I can do that will separate us. Of course, I’ll make mistakes as I search for the best path toward the good life. Calamity will happen and test or break my will. But I can rest assured that I will not be alone through the adventure.

I should pray about the things that I don’t understand because I need help in those areas. If I pray the same way every time, and I ask questions that I know the answer to, I don’t gain anything. By digging deep and intentionally building a relationship to God through prayer, I have more patience, self-integration, and optimism.